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 So I think Facebook has taken over from Xanga for me... although I will post on here somewhat irregularly...

I had a great talk with my sister last night.  Sometimes I think God really knew what he was doing when he put us in the same family!  She is pretty much amazing.  God has gifted her in incredible ways...  As blunt as she is, it's exactly what I need at certain points in my life.

As some know I have been considering going back to school in Sept 2008 to do up my BA and finish a Teaching Degree...  I think its time to say goodbye to camp and walk into a new chapter in my life. A new chapter filled with some old stories... Back to Cactus (cause where else can I make that kind of cash in that short of time legally and morally), back to Harbour Dance (cause I need some sort of outlet), back to living downtown (cause let's face it...it's just too convenient)... and back to real days off.  But the story is I am looking at going to SFU in Sept. 2008 and doing up this degree thing which means another 3 years in school... but more likely 5 years in school at a slower pace (so that I can work, go to school and live all at the same time). 

The worst part of it is moving and leaving behind things that I have started.  I really do love camp, but I think I need to get moving in another direction.

My sister mentioned that my life is a dichotomy of two lives (Camp Ryan and City Ryan)... and really the two have a hard time co-existing.  So the new Ryan.... the real Ryan is about to be discovered... in which I am sure there will be elements of both Camp and City Ryan's.  To be honest...change scares me.  And maybe that is why it has taken me so long to move on. 

I also am so thankful for my friends and family... who have put up with me... listened to me and shared life with me... God placed you in my life and I am so blessed... PS... Keira.. your' da bomb!

Life is weird.!. It's my 10 year reunion this year...yikes!