Currently Listening Monkey Business By Black Eyed Peas see related

So basically I never write on this thing anymore... because facebook has taken over... but...

Every once in a while I think I will send out a little note as to where I am at.

This year has been one of transition...   I am currently in a place where I am wondering if I am to move on from camp... not that I know what I would move into.  I was hoping that Camp would be a long term occassion...but it is seemingly becoming less so.  Was it that I need to get "camp" out of my system before I could pursue anything else?  OR am I just so fickle and uncommitted that I become discontent way to easily?  The wierd thing is that I love Camp!  There is no doubt there! I love Qwanoes and everything that God does here... I love the way God works in and through me in the lives of campers and staff... I love the times I have to play and being able to recruit for a ministry I truly believe in... So why do I feel drawn away?  and to nothing specific?  Sure I have ideas of what I could do... but nothing is concrete... I just don't get it.  I think the best emotion to describe my circumstance is a mixture of frustration and wonder... is that possible?

So yeah.. that's me.